october 20 + 28, 2026

the way i had my next paycheck last week and now i'm making an update. girl ok. i just finished doing some assignments. i had to observe a squirrel (we have a lot on campus) for 10 minutes for a bio lab and also write a bunch of fucking awful paragraphs about data for a chem lab. guy who loves chem btw. sorry i feel actually evil jfccc that took me the entire day!!!!! my brain is gone oh god. anyways i did end up redownloading discord n just. cut off the niggas who made me feel bad because this is the internet n i do what i want ? im not gonna fight to maintain a friendship w people who drain me #LOL girl bye. ugh i miss my gf. im going back to my home city this weekend to vote, and some of yall probably alr know i am texan. OH MY GOD I HAD THIS TYPED UP AND FORGOT TO FUCKING FINISH + UPDATE. ITS BEEN A WEEK IM CRYING. whatever i'll update now. i did go and vote and got my hair done. and wrote more awful paragraphs for another chem lab. i also have my courses for spring semester prepared!!! i've been getting closer with my friends/classmates irl, and i'm really happy. i still have my nervousness and reservations, but i can feel myself getting out of my shell.. slowly but surely. heh.

september 27, 2026

good morning! its currently 9am as im typing this. last night was fun. my friend invited me to visit our college's nuerodivergent center to watch this movie called crybaby. it was so fucking weird and awful but i sorta loved it? we also ended up watching a bit of the backrooms with another guy. he was really polite about it bc he had walked into the lounge while we were already watching crybaby and then we watched the backrooms w him until we decided to go back to our dorms. this week has been nice so far. deleting discord off my phone has been really good for me, even if it makes me feel a bit lonely at times. also i'm getting paid soon. fuuuuck yes. im probably gonna go shopping for more snacks n stuff primarily. i genuinely have 0 snacks im going insane. ok bye

september 25, 2026

hi. i just got out of my bio lecture. an 80 minute lecture at 8am is genuinely diabolical. but i got a 90 on my bio exam so that's awesome. i'm also trying to stay up to date on my required readings but i always end up doing them the 40 minutes i have before class. also, for the first time ever, it's 70 degrees (fatajhransheit) outside. wow. it's actually chilly. whoa. i wanted to update you guys real quick. actual update coming at a moment in time. idk when. idk. idk. ok bye

september 24, 2026

ok. so it's been a month. whoops. college has been going pretty well! they were right about 8am classes, they absoluteluy exhaust me. without my meds i'd be napping in all of them. but it's bio n i sit in the front so i won't i Guessss. i've been hanging out with more queer people which is nice, and i'm trying to get out of my shell more. i also. have a job! it's work study but it still counts. i sit in the athletic administration office and get to do homework and answer the phone sometimes. it's chill. and chilly like GOD DAMN it's cold in here???

i do want to update this site soon ... but ughhh im so lazyyyyyyy. i am lowkey depressed but i quit using discord as often so that does make me feel better? however i do still lowk feel lonely. you should email me by the way. Please. anyways besides me being miserable i have been doing well in my classes! as in like im only slightly behind in one. so that's a win. and im taking care of that right now. and by right now i mean i'm going to continue working on that when i'm done writing this. i'm still alive and well i think. email me. smiles. ok bye

august 25, 2026

first day of school!! ...but i only have one class to go to LOL. im currently just hanging out in the cafeteria because im hungry for pizza but it won't be ready until like.. another 30 min #rip. i'll be sure to update you all when i actually attend class. also my mom asked me how much for a first day picture so now she's gonna pay me 25 dollars to take one. this is gonna be a rlly funny favor to ask of someone later

august 23, 2026

ummm so i immediately forgot i had this. hi! im in college now! ive moved in and am starting classes in 2 days! me and my roommate are pretty chill, and all the girls in my hall seem pretty nice. im slowly but surely am getting more comfortable... i really think im going to like it here !!

july 26th, 2026

(1) my dad made breakfast burritos today. they were good! i like breakfast burritos :) i'm also getting more into the denpa genre. it's fucked up, but really interesting as well. i wanna write a short story based off of it...

(2) i'm continuing unstable smp. it's really good. i personally really like wemmbu, i think he's been an interesting character from every angle, and him & princezam's relationship is irritating but entertaining. also, eggchan is goated.

july 24th, 2026

first microblog entry i'm super nervy... my birthday is a week from now!! i'm super excited :333 you guys should draw emil sinclair for my birthday teehee